I think I've been doing too much blogging lately and am going to try to spent time on other things - not easy when an upcoming ESA medical is vastly increasing my anxiety.
This post made me think about my blog.
It's funny how posts from 2007-2009, when my mental health problems weren't as bad as they are now, make me feel a bit nostalgic, although I also remember some of the problems then.
Posts from 2010-2011 make me wince about what was going on then and I feel very regretful.
I feel like I've wasted years of my life.
Right now theres an angry little man inside my brain who tries to worry me and make me feel useless and depressed. And I'm trying to remove that angry little man but it's realy hard.
I've felt worse than in a long time the past few days and my nervous twitches and shaking has increased.
The dream last night wasn't unpleasant like the last six dreams though.
I'm thinking, when I do blog, of writing more about my self and my mental health and less about the news.
Anyway, here's something to cheer you and me up
How much of a Daily Mail or Guardian reader are you?